“You should see someone”

“I’m seeing you”

“No, I’m in your head”

“But i see You”

“Then you should see someone else, outside your head, and outdoors”

“My head is not so big to see two of you. Oh and you are not tricking me, I know what you mean. You’d like me to see someone outside my head. No, no, there is nothing good for me outside it.”

“No NO NO NO NO! And do not play smart! Shut up. Listen, remember what you’ve been told yesterday by that doc? Have you thought about that?”

“Oh yes, the Panic thing and bla bla bla .
I don’t believe those things, that is just a psycho thing. It would mean I’d a boat in the Ocean, taken by storms, unable to do anything when they comes.
I don’t believe that, it’s not what’s happening to me ok?
It’s not happening because I can’t afford it, so it’s all ok. It’s all chit chat.
Do not worry, I said I agree and convinced the doc he was right, he will be fine with me, he was reassured when I smiled.”

“NO! Please, NO! You understood nothing. A fucking NOTHING.
Are you listening? Are you? And Instead of that? What’s your head thinking? “

“That it is idiocy. But keep it between you and me, it took a lot and it was boring to convince him. The girl he was speaking about need just getting busy and distracted, once her head will be busy, locked, gagged, not fed, not let to dream, not let to cry, she’ll be just fine, trust me.

Oh, More coffee would be good, isn’t it?”